Hey Everybody,

Long time no post, but here I am. And I am challenging you. I will try to keep myself to a certain diet for 50 day's starting today 10 may ending 30 june!! Who's with me!! No binging alllowed!! You can post each week how much you lost and how many day's you've kept going!!
This is what I'll do for 50 day's I've done it once before and it worked for me then so why not now!!
bounty (57gram) or between bar (or other choc or cereal bar) or something of bread (ciabatta piece)
apple (you can eat one half in the early morning and one later in the morning)
Fruit (max 2pieces, apple, chinese pear)
yohurt dessert small portion (for dutch people activia, max 2 kopjes vla)
tea or if you'd like cofee.

EXC means exercize try 30-40 minutes per day biking!! (that's where I will start with)

So what do you think? You can choose your own product maybe you know something that works better for you! But remember take something you like in the early morning so that you won't crave for it later on!! When you eat try to eat slowly you can drink as much water as you'd like!
Whish me luck and feel free to join me I'll postevery week how much I've lost I can't mention my current weight now it's too embarresing for me but I'll keep posting my loss, you do the same if you want to share.
Good Luck!!

Answer Sherlock

I have two questions.

The first one being this, I get a headache everyday at the same time of day. It always hits a little after 3, no matter what. Their not migraines, since I suffer from them and know what those feel like. I was wondering if there due to being hungry. Though at the time that they do hit, I'm not physically hungry. Its seldom that I am hungry. So, in your honest opinion, what do you think is going on? My mom claims that I'm hungry and that's why they hit everyday at the same time. What does she know?

My second question is this. Is it possible to lose a lb. in a week? I'm sure it is, but at the same time I'm extremely doubtful and need to drop at least a lb. before this Friday (Feb. 3). I've been working my ass off and it feels like nothings come off. I restict to 300 and under calories a day and I'm just barely eating as it is already. I don't know what else to do. HHHHHEEEEELLLLLLPPPPP!!!! I hope to be lower that 131 in no time. It feels like I've gained and that my body is just punishing me even more. Not to mention working against me, like it agrees with everyone else in keeping me fat.
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I left for a while because i got very very side tracked and my eating disorder went int he complete opposite direction. Lets just say my ED phycoligist and my nutritionist are VERY happy.... I started waking up each day sneaking food into my room and binging. I am ready to stop and it has been driving me mad. I am ready to be weightless and invisable.
I had a physical today and here are my stats:

Height - 4'10
Weight- 93

I have gained so much, my bmi is gross.
My new diet started today and isnt going to end until i cant stand up anymore. Eat as little as possible but more then nothing so my metabolism gets a kick and work out.

Day one-
Workout--- no workout because ive been eating for liek 2 months (binging) so now that im in starvation mode again my head is poundingg!!!

Food intake-
1 yellow apple
6 pineapple peices (the diced squares)


Diet day 1 (( will take more pix next monday ))
Critisize me please!

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hey, looking for anyone who wants to be friends

just for info, my stats:

age: 16
height: 5"4
CW: 122
LW: 122...woo!
HW: 136
STGM: 113
LTGM: 105

my current lj-friends don't know how to comment. FYI, i post progress pictures in my journal and update about every week, give or take.

post on here/friends only entry if your interested!!

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- Name: Brittany

- Age: 26

- Location: Maryland

- How did you find this community? someone in longtobethin

- Do you have an Eating Disorder? yes

- If so please name it: anorexia

- Do you kow anyone with an eating disorder? a couple

- If so please name it: anorexia and bulimia

- Are you pro ED/Anti ED/Neutral? neutral

- Why is this? i am neutral for the fact that i hate seeing other people suffer from this disease because its an awful one. yet at the same time, i have it and i cant seem to stop it. i just want to be skinny.
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height: 5'2"
CW: 104
HW: 135 [when i was pregnant]
LW: 82

i would just like to make some friends who understand what its like to suffer from this. no matter how much weight i lose, i dont SEE it and thats the hardest thing. when i lose weight, to me, i look like i have gained weight when i look in the mirror. so i want to lose more since i cant see it. its frustrating. hopefully i can meet some of you nice people. thanks for reading.

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- Name: Sadie
- Age: 17
- Location: Alabama
- How did you find this community? A promo in another community
- Do you have an Eating Disorder? yes
- If so please name it: anorexia && i use to have exercise bulimia but i don't really anymore
- Do you kow anyone with an eating disorder? well all the people i know online. only 1 of my friends knows about my ED b/c she has one too
- If so please name it: she's bulimic
- Are you pro ED/Anti ED/Neutral? i guess i'm pro/neutral
- Why is this? while i know it's not healthy, it's an addiction for me and i don't plan on getting help anytime soon.
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*feel free to add me! i love new friends*

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Tonight was a bad night, tonight as in about 20 minutes ago. I watched an old video of myself, well not that old- from april, and I miss my body so much. My upper body was so much thinner than what it is now. My arms were so much tinier. I could fit into a size 5 dress and it was still loose on me. I want that back. It cant be that difficult, right? I know I'm going to be even more critical of myself now. I know Im going to turn more anorexic than I am, which will almost be full anorexia. There is nothing wrong with a curvy body, so why do I want to get rid of mine so bad?
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- Name: Caitlin

- Age: 19

- Location: Massachusetts

- How did you find this community? looking through interests, ie. recovery

- Do you have an Eating Disorder? yes

- If so please name it: anorexia

- Do you kow anyone with an eating disorder? more than one

- If so please name it: a good friend of mine (not on LJ), _bodysculptor, aperfect90lbs, deadweight95, fairpoppet, igahr18, ilovetobempty, whysoalone

- Are you pro ED/Anti ED/Neutral? neutral, but for the most part anti, because at this point in my life, I don't know where to go from here. Stay sick as its been apart of me for three years or get better. Everyday my mind changes, therefore I don't know and most likely probably didn't answer the question.

- Why is this? look above

- Pictures: (Optional) none
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